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Sometimes I wonder if my words twist beyond what they should be. That they somehow became things I did not mean.

Am I this complicated, nonsensical idiot lacking the simple ability to know of where and when to speak of things?

Am I this moron, this fool that hopes for acceptance, of who I am and who I am to be from those that had claimed their place in my heart and soul?

Do I linger upon the past that no longer harken me........ Do I envision a future that only I can see?

Why does truth eviscerate in many ways.... from the orator to those that beckon their words.......

What makes it so noble.....